the black lake 3

'Get off there, Joan' I said a bit dissapointed. 'Now get back to the castle. and you too, Kay.'

I'll take 20 point of each of you.

Grey Arrow, probably feeling my fear, didn't satnd still and his eyes turned wild for a sec, but by a touch of hand he calmed down and kneeled to let me of. i wanted to say somting to professor meus, but i was to ashamed. and looked at Kay instead.

Kay feeled guilty and took Joans hand, pulling her away from the lake and grey arrow.

only after we were half way i realized Kay had pulled me with him i was gratefull, but very scared. "she's not going to trust me again." i said softly.

'Don't worry. Let's talk about it later' he said. when they walked in the castle.

'I'll see you tomorrow' he said softly and gave her a hug. He didn't felt like letting her go but forced himself and looked back for the last time while walking up the stairs to the boys dorms.

i got up in the girls dorms, worriing and scared, but pleased because i had Kay back and he knew exactly how i felt and what i needed.

with one arm putted around Joan I walked and was wandering when was thé time. Meus could say just whatever she want but when the hell you know?

his arm was around me and before i realized i putte my head on his chest, when i noticed what i did i knew it was to late to withdraw and it would only look worse, so i rested my haed on his chest, while he had his arm around me. that all ok, i said to myself...we used to do this all the time...did we?

When she putted her head on my chest I knew. I stopped walking and looked in her eyes. "Joan, I..." I started but I didn't want to come out of my mouth. "Joan I think I'm starting to feel a bit more for you than I used to." I restarted. "I mean more than friendship."

when he stoped walking i first got scared, when he started talking i suddenly felt astonished. "uh..." i looked into his blue, so blue eyes, that clearly were saying "i love you" i began to stamble bit. "wow...that's..."i could see the tension in his face. "...a quincedance!" i smiled finally

"Is it now?" I asked a bit suprised

i smiled, "i've been wondering what it was...guess you gave me te anwer." i said and stepped aside, so thet i now was standing in front of him instead of at his side.

I smiled and pulled her closer to me. I kissed her softly, like I was scared to hurt her.

enjoying his kiss, i kissed him back, fun though, my best friend since birth...

I had no idea what the hell I was doing but it looked good. Never expected her to... love me too. I pulled her close to me and walked her back to the castle.

it felt weird, good, strnge to hell, but relieving as heaven, i walked to the castle with his arm around me.